It’s still not any easier.
I can imagine people thought we had rushed into our engagement and the fact it only lasted such a short time proved that but I know we didn’t. Or at least, even if we were moving quicker than most, it was the right thing to be doing.
I want to believe that it wasn’t really either of our doing what broke us apart. Maybe because I just can’t see what else I could have done.
I trust but a fools hope but that’s okay. Until I’m ready to move on, if/when that happens then I can stop but until then I want to believe that love is stronger than anything and it’s worth fighting for even now.
I refuse to accept the cards life dealt and I’m not giving up.
